Sunday, April 18, 2010

-siiigh- ~~~ ...

Found out some shit today... ugh... .__.
wow... now i feel sorry for him D; i sort of regret it all... it was my fault... partially...
-sigh- i blame myself x__x"
few songs stuck in my heead nows~ <33 ; shock - b2st, and come back - ahmir. bleeh. such good songs...
anyways. was hoping to get out tomorrow and clear my head/heart out ><'... but may not be happening -sigh-... might have to wait a lot longer than i though... i dont mind jigging school some day though... rly wanna see her ><'
my head's messed up lately... cant sleep.. (been going to sleep at 3-4am lately). i never thought it'd come back to this... but im prepared for the worst...
todai's been so effing boring. ive slept half the time... other half, bumming round aimlessly and pointlessly on the net... trying to find something to do... -sigh-. been feeling so depressed hope ill be fine then though... -sigh- x__x" first time ive sighed so much... (sighing in real life)... gaah.

As long as we exist in the same world, then You and I are not impossible <3

-Rob- (cbf...)

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

14/4 K outing with all (almost T^T) my awesome friends :D

Woke up 8:15-ish in the morning. Thanks to Cevina's text :X ty
Err.... hopped on the comp and did as much gaming as possible... SAD. LOL.
Okay, didnt eat breakfast. "Mom! There's nothing to eat D:"
"Go eat mi goreng" "too lazy to make it >>" "then go eat cereal" "But it has milk D: ill feel sick" "fine, then DONT EAT ANYTHING ==" LOL :L okay. so packed my shiz, 2 phones, ipod, wallet, umbrella, and... i forgot o.o but yeah. mom drove me to bankstown station :D wee~ boring 5 minute trip. beats taking the bus though :)
met up with cev, corinne and linda...? :T needed food since i had not eaten yet == ran to get scallops >> came back and they werent there D: shiiit. okay. called them... they didnt pick up. train just arrived at bankstown. fuuuuck D:
right after the train leaves, cevina finally picks up. LOL :D
okay. ty for picking up at least (:

missed the train kevin n. was on T_T oh wells D:
got there at 10:10-ish :D so glad we werent the last ones to get there o.o" train trip was... awkwardly fun :L haha.
everyone else was already at pool, yay, joy, dogged. jks :)
oh shit D: on the way to pool, this random hobo went "BOO!!" to us and scared the fuck out of us LOL. ROFLMAO. hilarious + scary shit :L
after everyone was there, we went poool~ yay, the fun game i suck at. sorry for making us lose daniel pan D:
and Alisa... please give a warning before you suddenly turn on me like that o.o""

played for a good damn hour and a bit :)
then went to get foooood~ <3
china town. asian town. boring food D: we split up to people who ate jap food and the rest who decided to go maccas :D yay. maccas over asian food anyday :L unless it's sushi... Hahahaha.... ==
LOL at the bowl/plate stack afterwards in the food court. epic (Y)
too bad i didnt take any photos today D; others did :) hehehee ^_^
omg, D: spent a bit of time at that cd/asian media store == fangirls (N)
yes. -cough- fangirls... are not cool D:< lol at everyone who went crazy when that song played ==" pssht. stupid people need to learn who's in and out of their league >> you'll never get Donghae, Kibum, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Hero, Max, Micky or some other asian 'hot' guy to be your boyfriend. What annoys me a lot... are annoying fangirls.

finally got to K 1.5 hours after the time we originally planned it... LOL
1:30-ish :L (you planned it Angela ==, then go fangirling for 1/2 an hour, pssht)
21 people... omg. i didnt expect so many people to come today xDD so we had to split up into 2 groups. efff. my group got dogged in the beginning. effing pimps :L stealing everyone. xDDD ;)
ty to cevi, linda, corinne, leroy, jack, jason and craig for choosing to be with us over the pimps =D ^^
2.5 hours of K is a killer XDD
loved Alisa's singing ;) even though she probably thought people were dying from it xDD they probably were ;O LOL at leroy when she started scream/singing the lyrics. head down and covering ears XDDD (Y) success!
naaws, corinne and linda had to leave early D; sorry for not being able to take you back to the station ><"

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after K:
32cm ice-cream o.o" oh shit. i really should have gotten one :L hahahas. looked so tasty. it was even CHOCOLATE flavored T^T

ONLY THEN, did i realized carmela, daniel pan and shana werent there... o.o" doggers D: jking. coulda told me you were leaving >< woulda came with you == i said i would stay for dinner didnt i?! oh well. doesnt matter now :)

walked down to capitol square. poor daniel nip didnt get anything from the claw machines D; -patpat- ): maybe better skills/conditions next time :) hopefully

walking back to central station... epic killer convo ==" rofl. by wendu. (Y) Car Crash xDD sorry Alisa :P ahahaha. and yes Wendu... the guy on your poster is fugggly compared to.. er... Daniel Pan's sexyness ;D xDD
Shouted Alisa easyway ^_^ cause im such a nice boy :) stupid shanny forgot to get hers ;P sucked in XPP

on train trip back~ ;O cevi called and told me she was still in city o.o""" shiit Dx
got off at sydenham and waited for her to get there ^^~ cause im such a nice boy :D not going to abandon a girl like that~ that would be so mean D:<
quiet practically dead silent train trip back to bankstown. so dark Dx i hate no-daylight-saving T_____T home at 6:30. so late ): well. since it was dark >> pft. bleh.
okay, showered, ate dinner, hung up laundry. chyeas. just bumming on comp now. being bored shitless and blogging today's fun outing :D
uuh... i think that's it o_O

Special thanks to Angela Nguyen for making today so possible, exciting, fun etc etc ^^ <333 Thank you thank you tank you ;D
Thanks to everyone who came :D and everyone who didnt come :(

Lalala~ tomorrow shall be an epically boring day compared to today..

-Blazing Mirage Robby-

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Mon 12/4

Ahh, woke up 9:20-ish today == holidays + no alarm = wake up late.
Was being a real lag this morning. Took forever to do stuff.
Bleh, got out of the house at 10:15 == late much. hahas :L
Yay, went over to Lisa's house today C:
Played poker ;O 5ppl. My luck was awesome, till i decided to go 'all in' D:
Chyeas, then after middaaay, everyone helped make tacos :O err... the meat was a bit salty but edible o.o" gaah. Mom called but i didnt pick up == shit. decided to bolt my ass home to check up on my sister >>
Found out that aunty came over and took my sis to aunt's place D:
oh shit, mom found out i was out and called home... i didnt pick up at the time. cause i was still out >>'
anyways, got home, called mom then get verbally owned. I can so totally wait till she gets home. I'm gonna get a big ass whooping Dx a lil physical discipline aint gonna hurt too much :3 but what hurts is that i probably cant go out tomorrow D: (tuesday) fml.
Whenever you make a plan... NEVER OVERLOOK THE HOLES, FLAWS ETC. Never! .__."
Now I'm sitting here making this useless blog... while waiting for that longass beating + lecture >>' Stupid sister. You should be fcking old enough to take care of yourself you lil yr 7 girl D:< cant even fucking cross a dead empty street alone == or stay in a room alone for 5 minutes. Fuuuuck.
Okay, there goes my ranting/rage on this blog == pft. D: still pissed. Younger siblings, such a pain they can be... literally.
Anyways, after I got home and hung up the phone, i went out again to deliver 5kgs of ice to lisa's place :D workout (Y)
But on the way there this girl called out to me and started flirting with me and shit O_O whata scary bitch D: creepy >< so i started running as fast as i could LOL.
ah. nothing else to blog. cyaar laater peeps C: